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no one ever, ever know the whooolllee story. you may thin you do but you dont(; and tonight was great. this has been crazy.
let me start at the start.
friday: in drama class. . . stuff happened with these guys. but im pretty sure i dont like LIKE them.just now, devins not the last guy.
and then today, i spent the day volentering at an OotM thing, and then i went to "winter fest" thats at my old middle school.
that was bad. at first.
because im pretty sure i got broken up with. like as a friend, ya know, like he broke off us being friends. so that was shitty.
but then:
CODE NAME: math, was there. and he is nice, and sweet, and cute, and gave me his jacket. and. . . yeah. i want to see him again.
the end.

The whlo

who do you think you are?

this life is like a life unlived

In school they teach me what “I will need to know later” so i can “succeed” in the “adult world”. What I’d really like to learn is what i need to know now.

Because if i don’t, I may not survive to be a part of the “adult world”

Teach me what the hell I need to know in this world.

right now i'm waiting for something.

i feel like i'm always waiting for something.

everyday at school, i'm waiting for you to look me in the eye and tell me what you feel.

i come home and i wait for someone to call me to come out .

i go to a friends house and i'm waiting for my parents to yell for me to come back home.

i'm at dinner and i'm waiting to be excused so i can go to my room to wait to fall asleep.

I feel like i'm waiting for my life to start.

then i read a quote on polyvore and its like " live your fucking life" and i don't know how.

#30 thirtieth posssttt

went to a concert
WAS FANSTATIC
-chritina Perri
-ryan Start
-ingrid Michealson
-plain white tees
-Sara Bareilles

lovelovelovelovelovee(:

then had a dance recital. mehhh okay.

and the pictures?

becasue they are COOL.

- to infinity and beyond

elia

thats alright.

what a moody moody week. Heres what went down.. .
I went to homecoming. Ours is informal, shorts and tshirts informal. It was really funQ1 at first. and then HE WAS THERE. HES not supposed to be there! It was a friday night, he should have been working :P
"I'm dancing with tears in my eyes"
anway. that was bad. next, I went to gallup! which was very good, and the guy my cousin has like for AGES asked her to homecoming(: and then I got asked to homecoming(: by my dear friend Jillian, who goes to a different school. so thats where I am going tonight! go second chances! also, i have a slushie, so all is well.
peeeeeace

happy october 1st

its October, guess what that means?!?! HALLOWEEN YO!
i looovvee halloween, but i dont know what t be D: i also promised this one girl i'd make her a Cinderella costume. The only thing i DO know is that i am making and fantastic outfit for the day of the dead. I can explain that later because right now, i have to straighten my hair!
p.s i did get to go to my friends last weekend (:
-to infinity and beyond
that is a picture of my friend being TEXTUALLY ACTIVE * gasp* i think its cool(:

trying not to hope for the best.

so y dad hasnt been home in . . 2 weeks almost.
thats actually a good thing. but the reason hes gone is sad, my grandma us in the hospital.
anyway, i have a B- in pre ap english.
and tonight i am planning on going to a sleepover.
but since i have a B- my dad might not let me go. even though hes not even in this state. so im trying not to get my hopes up. Because if he mentins it, my momwill side with him and i wont be able to go.

TEENAGE ANGST MIX(:

Dedicated to the girl that gives me all her old pointe shoes(:
Jillian Bonnell

✓ My Panties - Magicwandos Vampires Suck (Original Motion Picture Soundtrack)
- Its in the original play list that game me the idea, and its hilarious!

✓ Behind Blue Eyes - Limp Bizkit Results May Vary Rock
- its all sad and lonesome. *Listen to when feeling misunderstood. ** has that guitar/ballad-ish quality.

✓ Where Does the Good Go - Tegan and Sara So Jealous Alternative
- Where did it go? Things were good, where did that go? * Listen to when remembering past relationships you miss. **guitar and vocals/ ballad-ish quality.

✓ The Winner Takes It All - Meryl Streep Mamma Mia!
- The winner gets everything. Seriously, only one person decideds when its over (the winner) sucks for the loser. * Listen to when you feel like a loser

✓ Twilight - Vanessa Carlton Be Not Nobody Rock
- Its about never being the same after someone came into your life. * Listen to when you feel gloomy and different. **almost a hopeful song, with a dark melody.

✓ Paint It Black - Vanessa Carlton Be Not Nobody Rock
- About someone you love dyeing. **has that loud rockish sound. * listen to when you feel angry about losing someone.

✓ Everything's Just Wonderful - Lily Allen Alright, Still Pop
- So after all these songs ( and all the craapy stuff ging on) you pretend that everything is F.I.N.E. but that really mean Fucked up, Insecure , Necrotic, Emotional.

✓ Some Dumb Girl - Anjulie Anjulie (Bonus Track Version) Pop
- Then you get angery. and this on eis on the mix becasue people may call me a whore for doing what i did, BUT IM NOT SOME DUMB GIRL.

✓ Knock 'Em Out - Lily Allen Alright, Still Pop
- Pretty much its all in the tittle, I wish i could just knock' em out.

✓ Misery Business - Paramore Riot! Alternative
- This one is about making people miserable. 'nuf said.

✓ Take Me To A Higher Plane - Kate Nash My Best Friend Is You Pop
- This is absolutely my favorite song. Who doesn't love an extremely upbeat song (almost cheerful sounding) thats about. . . killing yourself.

✓ Make Me Wanna Die - The Pretty Reckless The Pretty Reckless - EP Alternative
- Less upbeat version. Gotta love it too. This one is angrier sounding.

✓ Later On - Kate Nash My Best Friend Is You Pop
- The chours is my faveorite part because i always feel like crying my eyes out but i know its not doing any good.

✓ Mansion Song - Kate Nash My Best Friend Is You Pop
- Its full of angst. and CURSE WORDS.

✓ Same Damn Thing - Anjulie Anjulie (Bonus Track Version) Pop
- Chorus = love. Its always the same damn thing.

✓ Foundations (Clean Edit) - Kate Nash Foundations (Clean Edit) - Single Pop
- About bad relationships. ones you wished you didn't have. . .

✓ So What - P!nk Funhouse (Deluxe Version) Pop
- Angry breakup song. YES.

✓ Crushcrushcrush - Paramore Riot! Alternative
- I have got alot to say. and he doesn't listen. **mad, loud feeling. gotta blast this song.

✓ That's What You Get - Paramore Riot! Alternative
- You get nothing when you let your heart win. it sucks.

✓ Funhouse - P!nk Funhouse (Deluxe Version) Pop
- Bad relathionships again, or breaking up.

✓ Over My Head - the fray
- Everyone in over their heads.

✓ I Do Not Hook Up - Kelly Clarkson All I Ever Wanted (Deluxe Version) Pop
- I feel like i cant listen to this song anymore. . . its sorta a lie.

✓ Goin' Down - The Pretty Reckless The Pretty Reckless - EP Alternative
- Life goign down. Bad people, bad days ect.

They are going camping, so im gonna go shopping :P

hah makes me sound like such a city giirl(:
but i kinda wanted to go camping with everyone (in my neighborhood) but then i was like ew no. But THEN i realized ALL the kids are going so im gonna have no one to hang out with this weekend and they are gonna come back with inside jokes. and china wants to make a move on italy. *siigh* but ally is resisting.
so i am going to go to H&M ( IT OPENED THE 19th :) with my dance friends :D
Im so excited cuz we never really do stuff outside of dance, so it should be fuunnnn(:
anyway, i also wanna see vampires suck!
hahaha
OH and i had a toy story dream last night!
to infinity and beyond,
elia

teenage dream . .

high school started.
i like it(: turns out i have a class with noa. who doesnt like me, BUT my friend likes him(; haha also i like my french class and such. i was the top scoring freshman in ac dec the fist day! :D go me! except the next day i got about 2 questions. . right. haha and there is this superrr hot guy in my math class, he has snake bites(: so my friends are like ew! except for Jillian<3 because we have the same taste!

p.s. you got me feeling like _____?

SO. My bestfriend (guy) asked me if i liked him as more than a friend.
i said no.
WHY DID I SAY THAT?
I realllllyy do like him. as more than a friend.
and then he said:
good. and got offline (fb chat)
so all in all that is ALL i've been thinking of since tuesday. because hes in rome. for three weeks. and i texted him sayingthat i messed up and he never replied.
maybe he didnt get the message *says hopefully*

to infinity and beyond
-amelia

JULY first!

i just thought i should enter one because its july first!
i am starting this month with $21
and i think im gonna make a dress
and im going to acdec today! yay!
thats all
peace out.
haha

Oh dang. Can't sleep

I always have like a BAJILLION good ideas when I'm supposed to be sleeping.
Then I can't remember them laterr.
Right now, I really want to make a GOOD fashion blog.
About REAL clothes ya know? Like stuff you can afford and cute things(:
See I'm already forgetting!
Anyway here's my question to you:
what would you like to see in this blog?
Advice
Fashion
Pictures
Stories
Just stuff about my life (blah!) haha
I wanna know!!!
Oh yeah and I say TOY STORY 3(:
It.was.so.AMAZING!
I loved it!
-to infinity and beyond,
amelia

Hello(: happy june 1st

i havent been on in forever!
1) because i was banned from the computer for having a B in math
and
2) i have been at MSU for ODSSEY OF THE MIND WORLD FINALS(:

i am not going to explain OotM because its really hard! basically its creative problem solving i guess. Anywy it was REALLY fun because

*what is it with me and listing things today?*

1) we got 12th put 0f 59 teams in our problem

2) it was pretty much just really fun (unless our team was fighting)

and

3) i met a boy.

and hes ficking amazing. dude. not even joking. its so crazy though because he lives in Virginia and that is FAR FAR away from me.

he wrote a song about me(:

and thats all i am gonna say... MAWHAHAHA

- to infinity and beyond

elia.

p.s. im falling with style!

oh yeah and im a henna tattoo junkie!

i forgot what i was really gonna say.....

dude. i am alive

so i have been hanging out with this one friend all week.
i love her to death
but
SHE JUST DOESNT LISTEN
or more like she has only on topic to listen to,
herself + this guy
that guy already has a gf (they went out awhile ago) but now shes like

he loves me more (yadda yadda) and im like HE HAS A GF! your the other women XD
and yeah, i mean get it and its fun to talk about
BUT
i am alive to!
listen to me!
i texted her tonight and said how i probably wouldnt be able to go to this BIG dance at the end of the year and she says
"oh darn. you wont be able to see us {that guy} together!"
im like SHEESH!
yeahh, //thats// why im sad, not because there is this guy I wanna go with or anything.
so i said
"um sure."
and she said " i will take pics [of us] for you!"

and i mean i love her but, its kinda bugging me.
i've been looking forward to this since 6th grade ans she didnt bother to ask why i culd go.
thanks a heap.
sorry for the long rant.
you see, nobody listens

Dude: you need to listen by on Polyvore.com