some stuff

no one ever, ever know the whooolllee story. you may thin you do but you dont(; and tonight was great. this has been crazy.
let me start at the start.
friday: in drama class. . . stuff happened with these guys. but im pretty sure i dont like LIKE them.just now, devins not the last guy.
and then today, i spent the day volentering at an OotM thing, and then i went to "winter fest" thats at my old middle school.
that was bad. at first.
because im pretty sure i got broken up with. like as a friend, ya know, like he broke off us being friends. so that was shitty.
but then:
CODE NAME: math, was there. and he is nice, and sweet, and cute, and gave me his jacket. and. . . yeah. i want to see him again.
the end.

The whlo

who do you think you are?

this life is like a life unlived

In school they teach me what “I will need to know later” so i can “succeed” in the “adult world”. What I’d really like to learn is what i need to know now.

Because if i don’t, I may not survive to be a part of the “adult world”

Teach me what the hell I need to know in this world.

right now i'm waiting for something.

i feel like i'm always waiting for something.

everyday at school, i'm waiting for you to look me in the eye and tell me what you feel.

i come home and i wait for someone to call me to come out .

i go to a friends house and i'm waiting for my parents to yell for me to come back home.

i'm at dinner and i'm waiting to be excused so i can go to my room to wait to fall asleep.

I feel like i'm waiting for my life to start.

then i read a quote on polyvore and its like " live your fucking life" and i don't know how.

#30 thirtieth posssttt

went to a concert
WAS FANSTATIC
-chritina Perri
-ryan Start
-ingrid Michealson
-plain white tees
-Sara Bareilles

lovelovelovelovelovee(:

then had a dance recital. mehhh okay.

and the pictures?

becasue they are COOL.

- to infinity and beyond

elia

thats alright.

what a moody moody week. Heres what went down.. .
I went to homecoming. Ours is informal, shorts and tshirts informal. It was really funQ1 at first. and then HE WAS THERE. HES not supposed to be there! It was a friday night, he should have been working :P
"I'm dancing with tears in my eyes"
anway. that was bad. next, I went to gallup! which was very good, and the guy my cousin has like for AGES asked her to homecoming(: and then I got asked to homecoming(: by my dear friend Jillian, who goes to a different school. so thats where I am going tonight! go second chances! also, i have a slushie, so all is well.
peeeeeace