im holding my tongue: but i hate. . . this

I cant see why you dont see it. I cry EVERY TIME we go out to lunch. I am LITERALY biting my tongue while you go on and on. I dont want to make a scene in public. but you make me so mad. i am not crying over my math grade.

i am not crying because math is to hard for me.

i am not crying because math make me upset.

i am not crying because i am sad.

I am crying because YOU MAKE ME ANGREY.

All you ever say to me is "how was school?"

"how was math?"

"wait. you dont have an A yet?"

"whats wrong with you?"

"we need to get you help"

i hate. . i want to say "you" so much but im trying to control it.

I hate that all you care about is my grade.

i used to be proud of myself when i got A's

now. . . i cry.